New-born Unagi

It's been repeating on my home desktop, car mp3, workstation for over hundred times d... =) 别再说是谁的错 让一切成灰 除非放下心中的负累 一切难以挽回 你总爱让往事跟随 怕过去白费 你总以为要体会人生 就要多爱几回 与其让你在我怀中枯萎 宁愿你犯错后悔 让你飞向梦中的世界 留我独自伤悲 与其让你在我爱中憔悴 宁愿你受伤流泪 莫非要你尝尽了苦悲 才懂真情可贵

Never had i ever expected that 090909 would be the last day my dad stayed with us at home. We walked him the last journey that very morning, passed by our old house aka his office and sent him off for cremation. Every steps on the street holding onto his hearse were the heaviest footsteps ever for me to complete that journey. It was certainly a loss to our family but on the bright side, dad did not suffer that long, he did not want to bring trouble to us i guess as he was supposed to start kidney dialysis the following week, as we went to learn about dialysis in the hospital that very afternoon when my late father passed on in the evening. i can still feel the warmth of his body when i touched him that time but it became colder and colder. i can see he had what bro last bought him in his mouth, his favourite food - mamak rice. To make myself feel better, at least i spent the last few days for hours each with him sitting by his bed talking, joking, fetching water, medicine, food, changi...

Woke up on a gloomy-nice-to-sleep-in Saturday early morning to this meaningful event EM Mudball Throwing - to save the mother earth, hah! and this is how beautiful and clean Gurney Drive is *shameful* can't they just clean up the rubbish before the event at least?! don't understand..!! so there were around 160,000 balls arranged by the drive. here the powerful mudballs are! the effort is all done by private sectors & schools children (after i got home from here only realised that there is a picture my sis doing the mudballs in school displaying in her room, she knew it before me! honestly, i heard about EM mudball only on the day before) here is our Eng ko supporting the event. Go Green Penang! this is followed by the no-plastic day on every Monday. to the uncles behind, sorry hah, u might be capturing the picture of me instead of Eng ko or just his backside =P close-up of CM (but why are you wearing such a non-environmental friendly P-L-A-S-T-I-C gloves??) 1....2....3........

9 wedding invitations now for the year end til early next year starting next month. i'm sure there are still some more yet to receive....errh....get ready for the wedding "fiesta"! wohoooo~!

Have you forgotten how great you are through times when nobody else reminds you so? Have you started to believe that you’re just another man on earth struggling to survive through hard times? Have you begun to admit that you’re a big fat rat running in the race and accept the fact that even if you win the race you’re still a rat? Has it been a long time since you last truly rest your mind, body and soul, unload all the burden that is built up? Has it been a long time since you last release your emotion in front of somebody you can really trust and understand you? Has it been a long time since you last remove the make-up you might have put on on the stage of life? For once, today, I’ve finally seen some words that reach my heart, I must admit they mean so much and remind me of something I’ve forgotten for so long. It seems to me that you are a star - an out of reach star from far away sky. I am happy for your wonderful life. You always have nice friends around... It's still in the b...

anyone wants my krisflyer redemption? i have 36K now and 10k is going to expired within the next 2 months. i can redeem tickets for you...giving away....! well, with this point, you can go to: Bandar Seri Begawan, Bangkok, Chengdu, Chiang Mai, Chongqing, Bali, Guangzhou, Hanoi, Hong Kong, Jakarta, Kaohsiung, Kunming, Manila, Nanjing, Shenzhen, Singapore, Surabaya, Taipei, Xiamen. Any taker? or...maybe i can upgrade my flights to Business Class =)

2 days after him leaving this world, i recalled i do have a piece of my sketch of his portrait. This cartoon-book is still intact but the papers had already turned yellow. gosh, i almost forget that i've done this work before, some time when i was back in 14 or 15 then. can tell that it's him uh? i admit that i'm not good at art work.