Lost
back to square one, life's been so boring nowadays. arrrhhhhgggg it feels exactly like i'm waiting to be sentenced. i can't go anywhere anytime i like, as i hate to say the most, i need to reserve my leave =( no longer having the few days off work every week, that allows me to just GO! to just go and do things that is motivating to me. i hate to have this reason now attached to me to say that, "i have no leave" and not, "i can go anytime, you let me know your schedule ok?"why do i need to spend my time looking at such dummy things everyday (watever it is, technical stuff or not, or the computer screen on things i don't understand yet forced to understand at times) which i feel makes no value to my life?! can't i just walk out from here..what is stopping me...........
i've almost forgotten about dreams, that we used to work it out together. I stop talking about dreams, i stop doing things that could lead me there, i stop mingling with those people, i don't see the path, it has become dark and vague. i no longer have ppl to keep reminding and encouraging me daily. i'm so scared to think bout the future....i suddenly feel so......for once after so long, i'm lost. i can still be very happy daily, laughters everywhere, but what do i really want to do.......do i just face the reality and follow the flow? or do i choose my life? enlightenment is dreadfully needed.................please...........................
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worse come to worse, just think that he/she is just a colleague. (Not your husband/BF/family members right?) It will not bring any significant to your life as well.
So be CHEERFUL! and quoting Kancil wording "Ask that person to mind his/her own f'ing biz!" :"P
To reboot, read "Think and Grow Rich" again as a start.
Don't lose it, once gone, very difficult to retrieve. Remember.
Me
once u hv clear mindset, then everything will come...remember wat we say abt "The Secret"
Luck will not come by ppl wish but will be those ppl think for it....
Me