New-born Unagi

It's been repeating on my home desktop, car mp3, workstation for over hundred times d... =) 别再说是谁的错 让一切成灰 除非放下心中的负累 一切难以挽回 你总爱让往事跟随 怕过去白费 你总以为要体会人生 就要多爱几回 与其让你在我怀中枯萎 宁愿你犯错后悔 让你飞向梦中的世界 留我独自伤悲 与其让你在我爱中憔悴 宁愿你受伤流泪 莫非要你尝尽了苦悲 才懂真情可贵

Never had i ever expected that 090909 would be the last day my dad stayed with us at home. We walked him the last journey that very morning, passed by our old house aka his office and sent him off for cremation. Every steps on the street holding onto his hearse were the heaviest footsteps ever for me to complete that journey. It was certainly a loss to our family but on the bright side, dad did not suffer that long, he did not want to bring trouble to us i guess as he was supposed to start kidney dialysis the following week, as we went to learn about dialysis in the hospital that very afternoon when my late father passed on in the evening. i can still feel the warmth of his body when i touched him that time but it became colder and colder. i can see he had what bro last bought him in his mouth, his favourite food - mamak rice. To make myself feel better, at least i spent the last few days for hours each with him sitting by his bed talking, joking, fetching water, medicine, food, changi

Woke up on a gloomy-nice-to-sleep-in Saturday early morning to this meaningful event EM Mudball Throwing - to save the mother earth, hah! and this is how beautiful and clean Gurney Drive is *shameful* can't they just clean up the rubbish before the event at least?! don't understand..!! so there were around 160,000 balls arranged by the drive. here the powerful mudballs are! the effort is all done by private sectors & schools children (after i got home from here only realised that there is a picture my sis doing the mudballs in school displaying in her room, she knew it before me! honestly, i heard about EM mudball only on the day before) here is our Eng ko supporting the event. Go Green Penang! this is followed by the no-plastic day on every Monday. to the uncles behind, sorry hah, u might be capturing the picture of me instead of Eng ko or just his backside =P close-up of CM (but why are you wearing such a non-environmental friendly P-L-A-S-T-I-C gloves??) 1....2....3.....

9 wedding invitations now for the year end til early next year starting next month. i'm sure there are still some more yet to receive....errh....get ready for the wedding "fiesta"! wohoooo~!

Have you forgotten how great you are through times when nobody else reminds you so? Have you started to believe that you’re just another man on earth struggling to survive through hard times? Have you begun to admit that you’re a big fat rat running in the race and accept the fact that even if you win the race you’re still a rat? Has it been a long time since you last truly rest your mind, body and soul, unload all the burden that is built up? Has it been a long time since you last release your emotion in front of somebody you can really trust and understand you? Has it been a long time since you last remove the make-up you might have put on on the stage of life? For once, today, I’ve finally seen some words that reach my heart, I must admit they mean so much and remind me of something I’ve forgotten for so long. It seems to me that you are a star - an out of reach star from far away sky. I am happy for your wonderful life. You always have nice friends around... It's still in the b

anyone wants my krisflyer redemption? i have 36K now and 10k is going to expired within the next 2 months. i can redeem tickets for you...giving away....! well, with this point, you can go to: Bandar Seri Begawan, Bangkok, Chengdu, Chiang Mai, Chongqing, Bali, Guangzhou, Hanoi, Hong Kong, Jakarta, Kaohsiung, Kunming, Manila, Nanjing, Shenzhen, Singapore, Surabaya, Taipei, Xiamen. Any taker? or...maybe i can upgrade my flights to Business Class =)

2 days after him leaving this world, i recalled i do have a piece of my sketch of his portrait. This cartoon-book is still intact but the papers had already turned yellow. gosh, i almost forget that i've done this work before, some time when i was back in 14 or 15 then. can tell that it's him uh? i admit that i'm not good at art work.

His dune buggies arrived, he seemed to be so excited that he had to rush out of the house in his boxers! =) well, still looks good!

awww....guess i've fallen for him in a big way! simply smart and awesome!!

Wish to just hit the jackpot and go on a world tour. Letting go all the worries, all the problems, all the uncertainties, all the gossips, all the pressure, all the commitments, all the responsibilities. Heading to happiness, hopes, opportunities, adventures, freedom, dreams..........perhaps? Can one do that? to escape from the so-called life pre-defined process and live it different way?

had a drive on it this morning, feel sooo good!!

Mr Baoz! is featuring on 8TV Ho Chak! this Sunday 31May09 6.30pm! Stay tuned =) Watch the exciting show on how the special Baoz are made and introduction on the Baoz too!

Since i've got no choice, so i went to find out the website and paid for my summons. that's true, online payment within 30 days entitled for 30-50% discount. so i get some discount also. Original: RM300; Discounted: RM200. This was the process... 1. A frus customer visits the page, knowing he/she got to pay for summons. 2. Found one summons listed. Ok fine, Tick to Pay. 3. Waooo, can pay by credit card... 4. Entered all credit card information. 5. Wait for it to load for AGESSsssss........(you know how efficient & reliable their system is) 6. To get this........ 7. Alright, try again.... 8. Re-entered credit card information. 9. Waited for another few minutes....... 10. To get the same thing! (customer:"you want me to pay or what now??") 11. Nevermind, be patient, try again. 12. Re-entered all credit card information. (oh, by the way, RM2 for e-service) 13. Waited patiently....few minutes passed.... 14. What the.........!!! 15. Am i going to try again or what? (

i kena saman! got the pink card 2 days ago to my old house from the registered pos laju, nobody attended to it, so i needa go to post office to collect, not knowing what mystery gift was that. one thing wondering in my mind, could it be intel sending me my long overdue EA form since the ex-employee personnel told me that they had sent out? "hello? i dont need it anymore as i've already submitted my income tax" but still i want to know what was that. shiiiiiiiittt....when i saw URUSAN SERI PADUKA BAGINDA on that big piece of paper! i would rather not wasting my effort to go collect that damn paper that would cost me more. fine, opened it up, it says my driving speed was 84km/h and the speed limit was 70km/h, yes, at that very road, Lebuhraya Sg Nibong, end of last month. The system in Malaysia is to hide the speed trap camera and happily waiting to catch you on the spot, so they become richer in a way. On the other hand, the system in other countries, is to warn you and le

You think my mails can reach the intended recipients? hmmm.....

back to square one, life's been so boring nowadays. arrrhhhhgggg it feels exactly like i'm waiting to be sentenced. i can't go anywhere anytime i like, as i hate to say the most, i need to reserve my leave =( no longer having the few days off work every week, that allows me to just GO! to just go and do things that is motivating to me. i hate to have this reason now attached to me to say that, "i have no leave" and not, "i can go anytime, you let me know your schedule ok?" why do i need to spend my time looking at such dummy things everyday (watever it is, technical stuff or not, or the computer screen on things i don't understand yet forced to understand at times) which i feel makes no value to my life?! can't i just walk out from here..what is stopping me........... i've almost forgotten about dreams, that we used to work it out together. I stop talking about dreams, i stop doing things that could lead me there, i stop mingling with those p

it's a place to challenge my patience; i've been suffering from sound pollution everyday, yet keep trying my patience every now and then...!! people, i need patience, i need luck. sigh, now i know why everyone congratulates me and wishes me best of luck. i just need more...................................... :(

enjoy~! the sweet series.... and the savoury..... otak-otak

stunning performance! omg! i'm so so so touched by her voice, melted.............it just got my adrenaline going............................. *update: i continue to watch this again and again and still continue to be touched by her vy vy much.... *pardon my image link, as i couldn't get the embedded code for some reason

this morning in the email conversation #1 with miss A... me: U back on 24th? Which day lai eh? A: I will arrive next Tues nite. Lai eh = meet up? :p (apparently she was trying to figure out what is "lai eh" and asking me. It's in fact just a particle that has little or no meaning, for those who can catch it. But since she asked, so i took the effort to explain...) me: Lai eh = hokkien, 来的 Which day 来的？ :P (After the explanation, i thought it was clear enough. and yes, she said she got me in the first line too.) A: Haha, got u. Abt 12-13 of every mth. Wat abt u? (i paused for a few seconds thinking, she doesn't come back monthly, does she? what could that be??.................oooooooooooooohhhhhhh~! the monthly thingyyyyy) me: What?????? Ahhahahhah not asking u which day u lai yeh lah…hahahha See until I blur blur… (and what for i go ask her this out of sudden?!?! yet she asked me back somemore!) . . . m o r e e x p l a n a t i o n . . . A: Haha (laugh like hell)...b

paiseh ha, i got more food to share today...had a Sushi Day last Saturday @ home. felt vy satisfied with my 1st time tamago! yummieee =P Prepare the sushi rice. After adding vinegar, sugar & salt; sushi rice is ready. Prepare the dashi stock, for tamago. Preparing tamago. Sushi before cutting. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . tadaaaa..... my achievement of the day - self-prepared tamago sushi various Have a break, have a Green Tea Kit Kat. unagi salmon and finally...my favourite ocha ice cream *slurp* =D the end of the day....*burrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrp* OoooOopsss!!