Never had i ever expected that 090909 would be the last day my dad stayed with us at home. We walked him the last journey that very morning, passed by our old house aka his office and sent him off for cremation. Every steps on the street holding onto his hearse were the heaviest footsteps ever for me to complete that journey. It was certainly a loss to our family but on the bright side, dad did not suffer that long, he did not want to bring trouble to us i guess as he was supposed to start kidney dialysis the following week, as we went to learn about dialysis in the hospital that very afternoon when my late father passed on in the evening. i can still feel the warmth of his body when i touched him that time but it became colder and colder. i can see he had what bro last bought him in his mouth, his favourite food - mamak rice. To make myself feel better, at least i spent the last few days for hours each with him sitting by his bed talking, joking, fetching water, medicine, food, changi...
Comments
友情和爱情,当真有分别吗? 爱可是要亲身经历过才能让自己明白- [我要的是什麽?]
每个人的爱情观都不同。。。 想要的爱也不同。。。 希望得到的[爱的]结局也不会一样。
有感觉就该放开心怀,没尝试就永远也不会知道。。。 你最后,真正要的爱是?
Good Luck!^^