Never had i ever expected that 090909 would be the last day my dad stayed with us at home. We walked him the last journey that very morning, passed by our old house aka his office and sent him off for cremation. Every steps on the street holding onto his hearse were the heaviest footsteps ever for me to complete that journey. It was certainly a loss to our family but on the bright side, dad did not suffer that long, he did not want to bring trouble to us i guess as he was supposed to start kidney dialysis the following week, as we went to learn about dialysis in the hospital that very afternoon when my late father passed on in the evening. i can still feel the warmth of his body when i touched him that time but it became colder and colder. i can see he had what bro last bought him in his mouth, his favourite food - mamak rice. To make myself feel better, at least i spent the last few days for hours each with him sitting by his bed talking, joking, fetching water, medicine, food, changi...
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恨吗？ 心里早已分不出爱与恨。。。
不想曾经拥有，安慰自己，但难以释怀。。。
不要伤心难过，提起精神，但依然无法放开~
终于了解，我无法忘了你。。。
痛痛快快的大哭，恨恨的回忆我们的一切。。
再把一切深深印在脑海里。。。
我会更爱惜自己，也会永远思念你。。。
更会珍惜接下来的每一天
不再恨你，虽然无法不伤心。。
祝福你，希望你健康快乐
收拾情怀，看了看窗外。。
在金黄的阳光照射下，小鸟翩翩起舞~
远处传来闹市的喧哗，唉，再不齐床可要挨骂了~
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今天是三月十五号，星期四。