Focal writing, Christmas mood

Today is once-a-year focal submission day...whatever you've done for the past one year, sqeeze into one-two page, and that paper is gonna determine your next one year expenses and lifestyle, i.e. you get higher increment then can live a little bit better luxurious life, get extra few hundreds to spend on shopping or on your dog lo...right? Isn't it unreasonable to work so hard for that same amount of $ for the whole year?! and work harder for a few hundreds increment, and let it stagnant for another one year?! Think about it, it's totally unacceptable... :( but that's something most people are chasing after so hard year by year, in the rat race.

It's 3.45pm in office, i'm blogging and not writing focal...hahaha, hopefully this page won't be read by my boss...oppss...please forgive me, i just don't have the mood to write...i have done so little in Q4 this year, and without realizing, it has come to the year end so soon. Guess everybody is in holiday mood now :) I'm listening to music at the same time, alert flow is slow, which is good :) We're viewing peers' childhood photos which we're gonna put them in one of the games in coming Christmas party in GSM :) so cute, so funny...

Umm...when am i going to finish my today-due focal report? perhaps tonight? i don't have choice :( I just viewed the photos that SP shared on his US trip, so much good memories splashes through my mind...seeing this picture where i exactly was last year this time, the difference is the sand is covered with snow now!!! know what, i have never seen snow before...i even doubt i could stand the coldness...

See the nice shot by SP on the wedding couple? lol, not a bad idea to do the same by Lake Tahoe :) hehe, sorry SP, i can't help not to post your cute cute pic on the web although you already warned me before sharing the pics...very happy looking at your pics, you smile happily in each of them. How i wish i could play with snow just like you do in the pic...hehehe...and make snowman, organize a real snowman creation competition...wahahhaa...i'm going insane today writing crap here...well, they are things free flow from my mind.

OK, since i don't want to miss tonight's gathering with old-pals, i have to start my write-up now! til i post again...see ya...

Now, i have a big challege, the nice decorated Christmas tree with lightings is right in front of my seat in office with all the gifts under it, it's not easy for me to concentrate on the write-up, but i will try my very best. As, again, it determines my next year salary... :P