New-born Unagi

对不起，我爱你，对不起，我爱你，对不起，我爱你，对不起，我爱你，对不起，我爱你，对不起，我爱你. Hah will it help? Heard it's the best healing words, and keep chanting this silently to anything, anyone that cross our minds, which includes ourselves, God, and loved ones, will help. Will it? in what sense?

悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来。（哈！其实也没怎么悄悄啦，好像全世界都懂了） 好多人都恭喜，我倒觉得没什么值得恭喜的，只是不同的环境而已。没有任何的兴奋或期待，反而好像不相信自己已做了这个决定。是好？是坏？反正做了决定就往前走吧！没有蜜月期了 ：（

"AN AN AN tottemo daisuki DORAEMON........" (ah ah ah i love you very much doraemon!) I met Doraemon and friends that dayyyyyyyy~!!!!! Was so damn excited when i heard the music to welcome Doraemon out!!! hahahaha sooooo happyyyy!!!! Let me show you guys some of the shots i took k? although my phone not so good quality, but still i love them! =P **we were too sampat til boss andrew who was with his kid dare not bring him near us, takut we terhentam dia. paisehnya...kakakkaka

Received first christmas gift...first wish came true ;) thankful. Wishing all a Happy Merry Wonderful Christmas! i'm gonna enjoy myself to the max with my crazy gang, yeah! yeah! yeah! have planned to be a secret santarina this year, feel it's much happier to give without expecting any return, the happiness in people's face, invaluable. So happen i dropped by the mall last nite in a hurry to buy a gift, while someone is waiting in the car for me. so what i had in mind was to rush quickly to the store and get what i want then head back to the car. my target and direction was vy clear. somehow, i can merely listen to some christmas carols presented by a group of handicap on the stage. i gave a glance and continued rushing my way. there were volunteers holding boxes for donation and candies around the area too. i tried to avoid the spots. finally i reached the store, got what i want and got back up to the escalator. at my final step out of the escalator, one of the volunteers ...

我要返乡下揾表哥啦！再见！ =D

1...HK --> LA --> CR 2...Bali 3...Bangkok 4...Bangalore All in one day. happy & safe journey~!

son, "daddy, you got a deep suntan?"

sis came home with 2 big circles on the drawing paper wanting to come up with a finished painting plate design. since the PMR is coming next mon, i have no idea why the teacher still wants them to draw this thing? so i agreed to help on. heheheh...she thought i always sapu "A" during my school time but i din tell her art was the subject that i never get an "A", wahaha, so she pang sim let me draw and paint for her. some idea suddenly crossed my mind - a chinese traditional plate. hahahha so this is the outcome of my drawing and painting of a plate from a direct view with no 3D. hahahh can do? the last time helping her painting was the merdeka national flag with our 3 big bangsa. heheeh i'm back to my water-coloring time. well it's not that good, but she seemed to have a satisfied look at me :P

i just hate pulling indicator report by using the stupid insight tool! preparing/pulling/trying/waiting whole day...............................#$%#$@%@#$..........and worst thing, the meeting simply cancelled after u came in early for it.........chairing meeting with ppl on the other side of the world is FUN but NEVER fun if u have to do it during odd hours and they cancel it during your midnight without advance notification...........

Muachi monster's mom fell down when buying muachi for muachi monster :( Today out of sudden i thought of muachi in the car so simply asking mom where can i get muachi, and i forgot about it after taking lunch, coz stomach filled up. Later in the afternoon, mom fell down in the pasar and the hand was vy vy painful. We sent her into the hospital emergency for x-ray, result showed that the hand got a little fractured. i was stunned when i heard mom telling me that she fell down right after buying the muachi for me. OMG...she was still searching for muachi for me after so many hours. sobz sobz...i gave her a hug and we accompanied her all the way til we got home. She's still vy painful but at least can smile with the damn muachi now :) get well soon!

ok lah "sat pat xiong mun", this was actually what i did in kl, i went to become a part timer @ this shop Mr Baoz @ Pavilion :) and guess what?! i needa wear the taiwanese mei mei uniform standing at the counter :S i feel so old yet i need to wear if i want to stand cashier. wahhahaha....is this something familiar to do when u were at age 16-17 but now?? OMG, i wasn't even a part time cashier or salesgal before but now i have to do it. lol. anyway, it was a good & fun experience for me, as i needa use my selling and persuasion skill on every strangers. Result turned out to be about 8 out of 10 who came near - BUY! =)

i'm back. it has been tiring but vy fruitful trip. been seeing so many things in the real biz world, real life example, meeting those big shots bizmen who run many famous biz chain that many ppl might know but still remain humble and helpful. one of them is the jogoya that we've been talking bout, belonged to one of their partners. picked them up from the airport who came in first class. in the same car, eating on the same table, had discussion in the hotel lobby. for me, i treat it as a vy good learning opportunity so i asked as many questions and picked up as many things as i could from them. i have already earned back more than a ferrari from this trip. of all the things, character, mindset, knowledge, experience that i had in me, i must say wbg had played an important role in the past in molding me. it has made me a better person in every aspects of my life. Thank you WBG, no matter what and where you'll end up be and at, i've walked into your life and you've wa...

再坚强的人，也会有脆弱的时候 再成功的人，背后也会有不少辛酸 站在舞台上，必定时要展现出最完美的一面 站在舞台下，有多少心声无人能倾诉？ 你是否也还拥有在舞台下无时无刻为你加油打气，在他面前不必带着面具的他？ 学习着，有时候做人可以不必太“ㄍ一ㄥ” 是没错，如果今天早上醒来我有两个选择，一是开心，二是不开心，我会选择开心。可这又是不是打从心底的开心还是只是不想让人看见的不开心？ 可是事实好像是，如果当时你不作，过了就没什么话好说了。人生是这样吗？

“When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.” Paulo Coelho

Congrats congrats, many ppl had been congratulating me recently for i-dunno-wat-thing also, wahahhaha....i even received sms congratulating me on my ROM, wahahhaha....didn't know a single click can cause so much of good news to me. now i know the power of "click" :P it is indeed ridiculous!

what's next after he won?

Have been very sporty lately, weekly badminton, weekly tennis lesson, weekly tennis session, hehe become tanned now =) but we enjoy every one of them! weekly table tennis, anyone?

YES!! Wong Choong Hann had played beautifully against the defending Olympic Champion Taufik Hidayat, scoring 21-19 & 21-16. Good match! as CH has been controlling the games throughout the match. :)

Read this meaningful write-up and am thinking to share w my friends here... The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong" - Mahatma Gandhi Much has been said about the virtues of forgiveness, yet many today who need to forgive are unable or unwilling to do so. This is mainly due to the wrong understanding of what forgiveness is. Most people, when given a clearer understanding of what forgiveness is, become more willing to do so. Here are some good reasons why you should forgive: 1. Forgiveness is about YOU Many people are of the opinion that forgiving a perpetrator allows the perpetrator to escape punishment. They think that forgivenessis about giving the perpetrator a second chance at the expense ofthe injured party. The truth is forgiveness is all about the injured and is for thebenefits of the injured. The focus of forgiveness is for the injured to finally be able to let go of the pain that has continued to hurt him or her even long after the initial a...

Attended Tony Buzan's talk back @ my college TARC. A mind mapping guru. It was a very fruitful one. Cre8tivity Studies: kindergarten: 95% --> primary: 75% --> senior school: 50% --> college/uni: 25% --> adult: 10% In terms of brain use, NORMAL is usually NOT NATURAL. It's well said, everything we buy, there is an operational manual, i.e. washing machine, iPod, etc. Buzan's the human's brain operational manual. There is still full space of potential to be unleashed, as our current use of brain is just less than 1%. We use it for memory, learning, creativity. He gave us a memory test on digits. My mind went haywire when it reached near to 15 digits. But the world champion recorded up to 198 digits. My gosh, i seriously need more brain cell exercise practice! Brain/Mind is more important to be managed than knowledge. We're living in the age of Intelligence. This is the age of the management of the manager of Intelligence. In someways everything connects eve...

almost everyday or alternate, i see it once or twice. read on, don't be scared when you are among the few. my hairs all "stand" when i first experienced it. i was reading this article... alone in my room one year plus ago. then i started to experience the 11:11 phenomenon every now and then...so decided to find out this article again posted in someone's blog and read it again...i was puzzled and i'm still puzzled... -------------------------------------------------------------------------- If your attention has been drawn to clocks and watches at exactly 11:11, then read the following: I started experiencing this rather bizarre occurrence when I was forty years old, at first I thought they were coincidences, I would stand with my back to a digital clock and something made me turn around and I would notice that the time would be 11:11. These incidents intensified I would be checked into hotel rooms on floor 11 room 1111. I started noticing these digits on computers...

There starts the Mushroom Love Hate War :) After the mushroom story in TAO, leaving one piece of biscuit on the table for Julian by ML kicks start another wave...lol me, "hey, are u enjoying ur XOXO make up mushroom biscuit?" Julian, "yes got it, but only ONE? she has got the gall to leave me a measly biskut...i'm gonna bite half and give her back" i'm sure we'll see more and more food and "love notes" on our table every week now....wahahhahah.... -.-" -.-"

Guess what?! i have an important mission to complete tomorrow. After 2 months of countdown daily by grandpa, ever since grandma travelled to Sabah to stay with her son, tomorrow is finally the day she'll back. i feel touched by seeing grandpa holding the calendar/newspaper everyday, not paying his first attention to the news but keep checking the date everyday, morning and night. and everytime i talk to him, he would remind me about 4th Aug, Monday. he wants so much to go to the airport. i was given an important role to be an ambassador to patch them back in good relationship. he regretted for all the scoldings he had for grandma all these years, for his bad temper. therefore, he had appointed me as ambassador tomorrow to send good messages to grandma, to accept his apologies, he will be nice from now on and he told me that he wants to 重新做人. OMG, i felt very touched when he told me that. not only once, but he told the whole world that he has passed this important job to me. despite...

My beloved grandpa :)

Found out more interesting history when paying the last tribute to Dato Sri 陈火炎 last night at his last dwelling house. He has been a famous Chinese leader and his contribution to the society especially Penang and Chinese education had been priceless. Still remember a mere 13 yrs ago, when grandpa passed away, he was the very first & the only friend who came to see grandpa for the one last time before the "masuk coffin" ceremony. (i dunno what english word to call la ok). as per Chinese tradition, no one would come before the ceremony due to pantang-larangs, but he came and walked straight to where the body lied peacefully to pay his last tribute. (to be honest, during that time i didn't even dare to walk near alone despite he is my own ah gong). we (among the grandchildren) were told to address him as Hoay Eam Pek. I respected him for being a dear friend to my grandparents, so i had a vivid impression bout him ever since then. i accompanied grandma there yesterday eve...

Ok, so let me reveal the answer to the purpose of the "music" button since many ppl come asked me and i had to answer one by one, yet some havent answered, i.e. bk chu. ~Get well soon bk :) As i entered the restroom, i gave it a try by pressing the button, i was wondering in my mind if it's going to be a luxury for the people to listen to music while they're doing their "biz"?? oh well, it came out flushing sound (which is already stated there) and yet so loud, then i became kelam kabut looking for a STOP button coz it was so loud, and i didn't know the purpose, wahhahah, like sampat ppl inside now, so i tried each and every other buttons that are available to try to STOP the loud flushing sound (coz i was afraid other surprise thing would come up then...) but to no avail...it continued to "fluuusssssshhhhhh....fluuuusssshhhhh......" so i thought maybe after i walk out, it would stop (since there is this sensor right beside)...well, after a whi...

Didn't believe the company has its own air shuttle to carry only its own employees, until i booked it online and now i came to sit on it on my own. It's a air shuttle service that brings Intel employees from/to few of the main sites in US, i.e. San Jose, Folsom, Chandler. They fly everyday, and it's FULL almost all of the time! Okay...so of course it departs from a private airport too. i travelled from Chandler to Folsom, the Matherfield Airport. The procedure of taking this plane is very simple. You just need to arrive at the airport 10-15 mins earlier, show your badge, scan and go in. They have a counter to collect your luggages too, good part is, no matter how big, how many, they're all accepted, lol. Then you'll be given a boarding pass :) They serve light refreshments too. The feeling of travelling with this plane is different, with everybody from the same company, wearing the badge as the pass to get on board like a VIP, :P While waiting to be boarded, i was o...

It was certainly a good finding for me and a good laugh during the whole conversation with kiyoshi bout the toilet bowl and the button functions. the first time i used this high-tech toilet bowl was in Le Meridien Hotel KL, i was impressed with what it can do. the 2nd time i used it was in Ding Tai Fung Restaurant Taiwan, i was impressed by the "comfortness" it offered and the warm seat. my 3rd time was in Kiyoshi's house Japan, i was totally impressed by the advance of this country that they are having this in a normal household. 所谓，一山还比一山高。Here, i got to take the world most advanced train (our MRT), which it offers wifi on the train. ok, back to toilet story. can you tell what's the function of that "music" button? :)

i have become oor lang d!! :D will consider to buy sun tan oil and make it all even? should i? ;)

9.45am PST (12.45am PG Time)sitting at Sacramento county airport Gate37 awaiting for boarding to UA flight to LA @ 10.12am. Hollywood here to comeeee!!! :D

Hola! another 3 hours (4am, which is PG 6pm) i have to wake up to get ready to the airport San Jose, CR. It's now 12.57am. due to the internet charges here USD15 per day in the Marriott, i don't use it so much, so sorry that i was like stranded or missing in action from here. but i really enjoyed my stay here, with the nice ppl around. today's Volcano Irazu's visit was awesome! and we went to CR Theme Park and had real fun there yesterday too. few things i specially like are the weather here, morning and night +-15 degree celcius; their night view from top of the hill is fantastic! i never can imagine a not-so-advanced country may have such a beautiful night view. gotta get some sleep soon, will update more when i reach Chandler tomorrow. ciao

Arrived safely on the other side of the globe :) 17 degree celcius at night. it's now 4.36am, slept half way thru...gonna try to sleep again now. Just to say hi. :) might go check out the 1% burnt Universal Studio later today with handsome yaoyao, my dear childhood family friend! hehe got to write this in case he reads this one day soon, which he will. he comes all the way to pick me up & bring me out lehh...thanks thanks...

独自到一个语言不通的国家，这次真的要考倒我啦！ 对于一个没有方向感的我，我该往哪个方向走？搭几号巴士？在哪个车站下车？我现在只能说，Oh...My...Gaattt...!! 第一次出门感到惊慌失措...hehe...谢谢各位老大给予的资料！在那里我得自己"chap sang"了... :)

Ever since grandparents moved in and stayed with us, my time everday has been allocated for them especially grandpa who had a stroke, who can't move half side of his body and need total aid of the maid to get up from the bed or to move around everywhere in the wheelchair. In spite of this, he can still talk a lot! sometimes he can even crack some jokes that no one can ever expect. The one thing that he will never forget is to ask us to go Balik Pulau makan his durian farm's durian. It's fun spending time talking to him everyday, spoon-feeding him drinks and food. he really has big appetite and can eat A LOT comparing to ppl at his age, he is 80. This early morning, shock of my life. 3am, i heard grandma calling his name non-stop, the maid came up knocking at the door and said, "tuan, itu ah gong..." after that we all went down, grandpa was having hard breath and turned unconscious, with foam at the mouth. we all started all our rescue power, having dad herbalist, ...

Finance report that i read sometimes to know how MUCH the rich men gain from their "small" part of stock selling. arrrrgggg...by selling just a "small" portion of what they have, they are already making like few million dollars. This is the Intel Insider Transactions Report, that tells me how much i earn after comparing with them. Nonetheless, today i get to see this man BARRETT CRAIG R in person! haha, i don't know why but i just feel excited to even catch a glimpse of him. :P who is he? He's the Chairman of the Board and former CEO of Intel Corporation. At 2pm, we heard the police siren, and he has got a police escort in to the building. So, at 2.40pm, i walked down to the auditorium and anticipated to seeing him. hehe, finally after few minutes...here he came...teng teng teng...i caught some pics & short videos of him with my lauya mobile phone camera. :) ppl beside must be thinking i'm crazy. (but this pic is captured by limfy though) He is en...

Busy busy busy... but finally worth it all... after 3 years! Something for me to look forward to. :D

Saw this and thought it's quite true. If there is no action, you haven't truly decided.

Never explain urself to anyone. Because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who dislikes you won't believe it. True. Sometimes you just don't know what to say anymore...

Few days after the election activities, i had a chat with this friend of mine, who then shared a real joke with a picture attached that happened to his family with me, and i think he won't mind me sharing it out here. It goes... This has been a long election period with lots juicy stories surfacing over the past few weeks, with the latest being the Perak Menteri Besar-ship fiasco. Finally able to spend some time at home, my father walked into the bathroom and noticed that he had four different colored toothbrushes sitting on the basin. He was unsure of which one to use, so I finally told him, "Depending on what government you want to wake up to in the morning you can choose to use the DAP toothbrush, the Keadilan toothbrush, the PAS toothbrush or the BN toothbrush." "Don't worry, you can always change your mind! Use one after breakfast, another after lunch and the third after dinner!" ...which his father is our PG former Chief Minister Dr Koh.

Unbelievable! This is my first time voting, and history created, lol. Glad that i'm witnessing it happening after almost 40 yrs since 1969 when Gerakan (when it was still opposition) took over Penang under Tun Lim Chong Yew who did a good job. Voting window closed at 5pm, and i started to hear unofficial news that many DUN in Penang were won by oppositions at 7+pm. PG Chief Minister Dr Koh Tsu Koon was defeated, few shortlisted upcoming Chief Minister Teng Chang Yeow, Chia Kuan Thye, Teng Hock Nam all got defeated...been sitting in front of the TV catching up the news since 9+pm til after midnight. The first time feeling excited bout the result, as i was still very ignorant bout all these things 5 yrs back when i wasn't qualified for the election. It was like, Oh My God! they really sapu all? no doubt after seeing the crowd of supporters to Han Chiang School field for the opposition's ceramah by Anwar, Lim Keat Seang, Lim Guan Yin, etc, it really tells that they had gained ...

After almost a month, despite i've wanted to give up this writing, just noticed the counter increased by hundreds over the month. That pretty much surprised me, i guessed the ppl viewing the page were either bumping into it accidentally or checking if i've really given it up. Yupzz, it's the number on the counter and it's you who is reading this now that keep me up. I still feel like craping once in a while here. hehehe...i can't help. So i'm back again. So many things happened in the past few weeks. I'll start jotting those good ones down.

Stay PEACE ok? i quit. Will leave this blog site also. It should not create any -ve effect on any soul on this planet, as i was just sharing my heartfelt feelings, happiness, experiences. Thanks to all that have been reading this and supporting me. One day, i'll be back or setting up a new site. Til we meet again...

This song currently tops my repeat-non-stop-list. Have been repeating over 2 weeks now daily, at work from morning til night, during stretching time i took the opportunity to play out LOUD in office, in the car from home to work, from work to home, to shoppings, to meet friends, to my sports, etc etc...until my mom who sat in my car one day asked me, "is this CD contain only one song?" lol am i crazy? It's playing as i type these words =)

Safe trip to BKK & SH! when is my trip 2008?

Just realised it's Tuesday! hah, Happy New Year 2008, morrie & ALL!