New-born Unagi

George had a good blog bout our Christmas Night, ok refer to http://poi2thepoipoi.blogspot.com/ as i'm lazy to write them all again. But the part about sucking game on me wasn't true k!! Here are the prizes and the cards made for competition. Well, he is my whole night favourite... and finally he got his gift out of the crowd!

Did i hear it wrongly? 2 massage chairs are going to be added in the office area. haha, i thought it was just a wishful thinking, but it's coming true. During our ISD Night bout a month ago, out of so many questions in one of the games, one went like this, "What would you like to have in our resting area?" "Massage Chair" got the highest voting. Big boss Paul Clark was there and somebody told him that, "Paul, you're in trouble...;)" But well, everybody thought that it was just for fun. A month later, from today's passdown meeting, the chairs are going to be purchased for us. hehehe, i know someone is going to say this is a perfect social engineering to keep "us" happy and happily working for them, yea i knew it, although he didn't say it when i mentioned to him just now. :P i'm fully aware of it, k! hehe, but just let me enjoy the few minutes massage when they arrive. Is it going to be OSIM uPilot? ;)

3 days before Christmas this year...a real detachment. Declaring I'm free now =)

A party where my good buddy became Santa. It was very very kind of him to turn himself into Santa and bring joy to all the kids. They love him so much & had been "sticking" to him the whole night. I can see from their eyes that they were so sad when the Santa was about to leave climbing up through the chimney. The kids waved him goodbye. It's good to have a child's heart, always happy, easily satisfied.

Christmas is around the corner! A year ago, we celebrated together. Bought midnight movie tickets but due to the crazy traffic @ Gurney, we ended up spending our count down in the car. It was a special one for me, as we drove along the street which was packed with people, our car was sprayed with crazy strings, we can feel the joy of the people, as if they were celebrating for us. When the clock stroke 12am, i can still remember vividly which spot exactly our car was, and we wished each other Merry Christmas. "This is our first, and i wish for many many more years to come..." that's what i was told. but well, haha this year i'm celebrating it alone, and in the office working round the clock. Not too bad, gonna have a party on Christmas night, just wonder will my little wish on my wish list come true?

From meimei's ngam-cham blog, noticed this that she learnt from the book she recently borrowed from me, which was highly recommended by her boss and also recommended by my morrie. That's how we started everything. " Maybe...maybe men are better with anger management or good with 'detachment'. Detachment, this is what I learnt after reading "Tuesdays with Morrie". I felt what Morrie said was right. If you keep thinking of something that affects your emotions, you are not letting youreself going through what you are experiencing, you are attached to this emotion! So, one must learn to detach to move forward. " Mine...i remembered morrie throwed me a question, what was the famous words Mahatma Gandhi said in the book? i was so kan-cheong trying to remember and searching for the answer...of coz, i got it correct! “Each night, when I go to sleep, I die. And the next morning, when I wake up, I am reborn.” When Gandhi spoke those famous words he was invitin...

After spending enough time in the room, we had lunch with Marcus, it's always nice to have 3 of us together :) good chat and nice meal. Went for 'I Am Legend', unexpected things appeared but overall not bad, mainly because of 2 things, Will Smith and the person watching with. After grabbing some books from Popular, we headed to QB for dinner before sending off for the whole-night journey. This trip, my morrie in life enlightened me a lot by sharing with me the "Conversations with God". I have to really catch up this book else i can't communicate with him anymore...i can see one has improved and benefited so much from this book that made him moved forward standing far ahead of me, i can't be stagnant at the same footstep. The most unforgetable moment of this trip was the dinner @ Sushi King QB. No one has ever "scolded" me so directly and being so frank to me to wake up my idea. The book has mentioned too, there are no victims in the world, and no...

Happy Happy "Special BT Date" Anniversary!

只有做或者不做，没有试试看。

Today at 12.05pm lunch time, while ppl waiting for the elevator at 2nd floor, someone looked out the window and asked, "where do we wanna go makan? aiyoo...but how come there is so much haze today?" "ei?!! look again! not haze! Is SMOKE! the car on fire!!! look look look!!" everyone waiting at the floor rushed to the window. OMG! a car was burning at Intel PG carpark. It's the place i park my car almost everyday during work. Umm...my car was just next 2 lanes from it. Due to the wind, fire spreaded to the left adjacent car. It was a traumatic scene, my first time seeing this. Few minutes later, bomba arrived and fire was put out in 15 mins time, the 2 cars charred 100% & 70% respectively.

I've got this book finally today "Conversations with God". Insisted to get it today, so after ordering my vege nasi briyani during dinner with peers, i walked from opposite QBM to Popular and to the other end of QBM and found it in Borders, then headed back to my seat to join the dinner. hehehe, that's when i really wanted to have something, else i wouldn't have walked in heels from one end to another and back in such a short period of time. Legs pain though. Okay! Start reading it in a minute. =)

Now back to the world of reality, time to sit down and think for my future in career? in life? I wanted so much, but i have not go all out. I can't and i don't plan for vacations like many friends do as i know i need to do something at this age and vacation might not be on priority at this moment. But now it's like i'm not enjoying nor working hard enough. Where will i head to if this continues? I need to think and plan for myself.

Had a great few days break from routine life. Done so much and spent real quality time. =) Cheers.

Happy Anniversary! :) Surprised to get the sms right at 12 sharp, thanks! This will be a happy time of rejoicing...

I was practising Chinese character writing on the whiteboard in office for hours but still "cannot go", my writing just flew here and there when speed added in. It was preparation for my first time as whiteboard writer and was assigned to be in one of the most important session throughout the 2 days course. On the night before, my teacher offered to pass me his secret recipe of being able to write big and square chinese characters with speed. So, that night i practised diligently with his full patience & passion in his room. I've never learnt something from such a basic level for long long time already ever since kindergarten. 一瞥，一横，一竖，一字一字的写满了好多张纸，从慢到中等速度，从原本的一堆屎进步到还可以的字。原来写中文也有技巧，每一撇一捺都非常讲究。Hehe, i really learnt something that night. :) *Memories flashed back, it was exactly one year ago. This night.*

Someone special first read my blog one year ago on this date. I was glad it meant something to him. Sometimes, just a few words, just a few lines, just a small action, it means the world to someone. Just like the nicely written poem. After exactly a year, what will i get & what shall i give now? :)

Found this interesting and thought of re-posting it here :) When we meet the right person to love, When we’re at the right place at the right time, That’s a chance. When you meet someone you’re attracted to, That’s not a choice. That’s a chance. Being caught up in a moment, It’s not a choice. That’s also a chance. The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?That’s when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling. If you decide to love a person, Even with his faults, That’s not a chance. That’s a choice. When you choose to be with a person, No matter what, That’s a choice. Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, That’s choice. Infatuation…Crushes…Attraction…Comes to us by chance. But, True lov...

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Addicted to Summer Hill...kakakka....will find out more....my favourite!

Emily Sakon :) Daddy is a Japanese, mommy is a Korean. Gonna get her a little cheongsam and have kancil bring over to Tokyo for her. aarrrrhhhhgggg.....so cute!

Things sometimes just happen so co-incidentally. Tuesdays with Morrie, good ones bad ones, on Tuesdays. i got a shocked when i realised it was Tuesday last night when that happened. Home alone these 2 days there and that's when my phone rang rang rang, kept ringing. How could i get rid of it? Finally, i found a way! i plucked up courage to say a do or die thing during the long chat over the midnight to force this to stop from continuing. Yay! I might sound impolite or threatening but that's the only way, and yes i mean it. i did it. :) It was Tuesday.

己经好远了 退也有一点累了 我们都不知道路有多远 走到何时才歇一歇 不如就现在吧 让我们都停下 但是在休息后 我们还不知道继续走的理由 雨都停了天都亮了 我们还不懂 这爱情路究竟带我们到什么地方 是要持续仍旧珍惜 还是回到原地 如今此刻的我 的确是有一点疲倦

An sms that I received from Jane few weeks ago...wonder why...but i found this short article today from email again...hmmm....

I have the famous man email in my mailbox today! 10-10-07 :)

谢谢陪我渡过一个美好的假期与这段日子。快乐的时光总是短暂，但这将会是我毕生难忘的一个美好回忆。感谢及感恩。记得照顾健康。对不起，我令你破戒了，希望你继续加油。

好久都没有连续这么多天一家人坐在一起吃晚餐了。自从爷爷在几天前搬进我们家住后，几乎每天都有家里煮的饭菜。感觉温馨。每天也花一两个小时坐在那儿陪爷爷，听他说话。有时候听爷爷和照顾他的印尼女佣对话及抬杠，也蛮有趣搞笑的。试想一个80岁中风的老年人，身体一半已没知觉，不能动弹，还可以经常说些有趣的话逗大家笑，我也觉得欣慰。爷爷的头脑的确还很清醒，有时候会吐出几句意想不到的话，令人啼笑皆非。还可以说一口流利的华语，马来语及福建话。最近比较经典的一幕是，他跟印尼女佣抬杠后，他伸手言和并说道，“Jangan gaduh, kita best friends larr...” 哈哈！

Happy birthday to bro and dad+dad! :) what a coincidence!

I'll live happier when there is no expectation. Let it be and let's be happy :) You can do it, jia you k?

I'm so lucky recently! Won a lucky draw for an exercise machine in a dinner of thousand people. Most of the things come my way. Intel cafeteria was offering lucky draw giving away free meals, and i got the most decent one ;) out of the whole 20+ ppl in the departmet, i think i was the only one who got it? i didn't know what was that when i was asked to pick one token from the box, but i know my mind was thinking everybody would get a free meal, it's just which type you'll get. This might be also because of the power of "The Secret" :)

So honored to be invited by Terry to this JCI CYEA (Junior Chamber International - Creative Young Entrepreneur Award) @ Park Royal Hotel today. It's an eye opener and certainly a good exposure for us. OOooo...didn't know that Terry is so "keat", he's the Organising Chairperson for his event today. And today i finally met this man Tan Sri Dato Professor Dr Lim Kok Wing (such a long name, uh?) Just read bout him in a full page report on paper last few weeks on his vision and leadership in initiating and commiting to innovation. I have not studied in Lim Kok Wing University of Creative Technology before, but to me its name is at high prestige. Throughout his speech, i learnt something that the total wealth of 20% of the world's population living in developing countries was only 4 times more than the total wealth of 80% of the world's population living in developing countries many yrs back, but the difference becomes larger and larger and now it differs by mor...

Today seems to be a home alone day, so we had a long distance call for hours. Time past really fast on the phone til my lunch time was skipped unknowingly. Touched on some always-been-avoided-topic and he's still refusing to talk about it, which annoyed me very much. i can do nothing though but just grumble here. People reading this blog might not be understanding but let me be k...i just need a place to express else my heart's gonna burst. don't stop me, but don't worry bout me. as soon as i finish blogging this, i will be fine. :) Night time continued another chat but still i cannot touch on the topic. It's sometimes really difficult to act nothing and put it aside for the moment as he always requested so. It really has been something really annoying! sigh...sim soo sia lang zai??? i needa sing the song d...kekeke...phone call was ended abruptly at 9.50pm, what happened?? i don't know... :(

An outing for cycling and sightseeing! After reaching the top of the hill, we rent bicycles, one for each and started our cycling! yohooo~! it has been so long since i last cycled. This is fun as it's my first time going for "cycling" on purpose ;) the gentle morning breeze up there cooled our faces as we were cycling along the way to the canopy walk. We saw few nice bungalows and attempted to intrude in, as they were really nice, especially the one with a private swimming pool. Heard it's owned by a mat salleh who married a local malay lady, who come here once or twice a year as their holiday villa, having 2 bangladesh workers taking care of their bungalow throughout the year. The monthly maintenace is approximately RM10K. Hey~! it's really right to say the fastest way of living in big bungalows enjoying rich people lifestyle is to be their worker or servant! how true is this when i saw the 2 men in there. hehehe, consider to be one?

Sept 11 is a memorable date for me. Besides the 911 attack scene on TV 6 years ago that is still fresh in my mind, it was the date i had my first footstep onto the land of United States, 2 years ago - Sept 11, 2005. Of course, i still remember vividly the feelings of travelling alone for such a long distance to a place i was totally unfamiliar with. Only one feeling - excited. I was more than prepared to get myself in exploring in anything i was gonna face. Being landed on 911, the custom and security were certainly way more strict than normal. I remember when i came to one of the security checkpoint, the lady in front of me had to take off her boots and opened up her luggages and had everything examined. When it came to my turn, the police officer just shouted, "this young lady, you may go." i was so happy to hear that, as that really saved hell lot of time so for me to catch my next flight in time. I had my secret of going thru them smoothly though, pretended "innocen...

Still remember my morrie? We've gone through so much that if i were to ever publish a book, it would be called "My life with Morrie" and not just Tuesdays. So much of ups and downs that we've gone through together, so much of lessons we learnt together, so much of life realisations, so much of reflections, so much of crazy things that neither one of us could have thought of doing together, so much of heart to heart sharing, so much of promises and dreams, so much of so many...i repent for things that i had done that might not show respect or might had disappointed my morrie so much. Now that i have got myself a mission, No 1 mission to help him gain back his health at tip top. Let's leave everything behind and just focus on this k? Let's do it :) Give me 3 months time and i will return a whole new healthy morrie. :)

提议不被接受，还说不会放弃。为何如此执著？

These are what we do when too free @ work... Oppssss.....i really hope no boss is viewing this site....but if so happened any boss viewing it, "Boss, we ensure the console is blank only we do this eh..." Ho, May Ling [3:39 PM]: mahu pergi koperasi tak? Loo, Pei Gim [3:39 PM]: buat ape... Loo, Pei Gim [3:39 PM]: saya tak ade bagus laci Wong, Jael S [3:40 PM]: me take boleh due 4 got meting now kena prepare.... Ho, May Ling [3:40 PM]: kamu ada SRA saja Ho, May Ling [3:40 PM]: tak ada bagus laci Loo, Pei Gim [3:40 PM]: kamu mau belanja kamu punya bagus laci ke? Loo, Pei Gim [3:40 PM]: haha Ho, May Ling [3:40 PM]: saya ada 4 bagus laci, tetapi meh lee OOO, tak boleh claim Loo, Pei Gim [3:40 PM]: wah lau... Ho, May Ling [3:40 PM]: RM80 hohoho Loo, Pei Gim [3:40 PM]: 4 bagus laci sudah RM80 tau Ho, May Ling [3:41 PM]: boleh makan sampai u kenyang Loo, Pei Gim [3:41 PM]: boleh bagi tips macam mana dapat begitu byk bagus laci? Ho, May Ling [3:41 PM]: kamu boleh bagi tips macam mana d...

仿佛你就在 我身边 等待了一年 又一年 对你的思念 三百六十五天 我只等 这一天 勇敢地 把从前 情人节快乐 变成 祝你生日快乐 I LOVE YOU 说不出口的倾诉 I MISS YOU 让挂念 代替了 相处 瞬间是永远 感情变祝福 可惜 甜言也带苦 I LOVE YOU 是最完美的结束 I MISS YOU 一辈子 靠今天 接触 瞬间是永远 感情变祝福 可惜 都于事无补 今夜 有人陪你庆祝 不枉 我一年的孤独 请你 原谅我 不多写一个字 像 普通人糢糊 多一字 多份痛 今夜 我不想哭 Happy Birthday To You Happy Birthday To You...

今天与Jane,马克司及伟民有个非常好的聊天与分享，感情增进了不少，对彼此的认识也多了。经由马克司及伟民的大力推荐，还说今晚回家必须看。终于看了这部在我生日时上映却还没看的电影《生日快乐》。晚上，独自儿在房里看了，犹如马克司所说的，他当时在戏院哭了。我呢，泪也流了，脑筋也一直在动，不完全因为戏里的情节，只因自己的一些状况和挑战，有时候很伤很无助。。。继续逃避也不再是办法了，再开心，所要面对的结局也是一样，所以终于鼓起勇气道别离。。。希望被接受。 就送这首《勇气》给彼此吧。每次在SCS听到这首歌都非常的有感触。在那里一起渡过的每一分每一秒，都非常珍惜。。。说声“我爱你”须要勇气，说声“对不起”也须要勇气。 放下也须要勇气。 终于做了这个决定 别人怎么说我不理 只要你也一样的肯定 我愿意天涯海角都随你去 我知道一切不容易 我的心一直温习说服自己 最怕你忽然说要放弃 爱真的需要勇气 来面对流言蜚语 只要你一个眼神肯定 我的爱就有意义 我们都需要勇气 去相信会在一起 人潮拥挤我能感觉你 放在我手心里你的真心 如果我的坚强任性 会不小心伤害了你 你能不能温柔提醒 我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

Feel so much better in the evening :) Surprisingly, i managed to control myself not to be down for so long and so "chi-charm" anymore, cry cry cry like nobody biz... Yuppie! my EQ is improving! or maybe after somebody called to apologise and "thum" me back. Not that i like to receive apology from ppl, but i was reallyyyy mad! I've never been this mad before ever in life, heart was pounding fast, hands and feet turned cold, head was about to explode, chest was about to burst, body shivering...even needed to go to pantry to get a cup of hot water to hold on it to warm myself up, stable myself down...the kind of feelings, didn't feel good at all....as if i was going insane...can't do anything but to accept whatever ppl do to us....staying calm, same time need to act steady helping peers solving issues.....skipped dinner for the 2 hours chat... errr.....but well, i'm alright now. At least a warm call from far and in between meetings melted me down, when ...

The Pursuit of Happyness?? Pursue what happiness while the happiness is determined by others? It's totally in controlled in other's hand? A wonderful day can be simply spoilt in a second by one person? by a phone call? Is it what happening now? If the definition of our value system is too tight or is in controlled by others, then it's hard to be happy. I didn't know one can be so fragile before until someone appeared...................... :( i'm so fragile...................... :( had a good 2 hours communication this afternoon....so much of misunderstandings..... Love has the power over life....time has the power over love....the power to heal or to kill.....

回到原来的我，原来现实的生活。过去是梦幻还是现实？只知道每天每时每刻都开心。说真的，还蛮喜欢目前工作时间，真像三天捕鱼两天晒网，嘻嘻！做三天休息四天，如往常般，拿一天假给SCS，就连续五天渡蜜月啰！！！ 为爱早出晚归，甚至不归？哈哈！助教嘛。。。付出爱的精神。现在，重拾心情继续加油吧！ 在此，要感谢一位良友，他永远不会把他的价值观套在别人身上。开心时我们会想起他，约他出来一起分享；失落时他会默默的陪伴在我们左右，陪我们看戏，吃饭，买榴莲给我们吃。我俩还真像个大小孩儿？孤单无助时，只要一通电话，他即到并默默无语的陪伴，这已经是他可以给的最大鼓励及安慰了。谢谢“马克司”。:)

Here is the pic of the dinner, Salem :) enough of sharing? we had fun and the vegetarian food was great :) umm...did not manage to catch any movie that night :( but did spend a good night together :) they are the people that make my days brighter each day. Luv ya all, muaksss!

Well well, a day at work "hamstering" on Saturday but i'm counting down to 7pm to get off to the AC Dinner!! Supposed it should be a normal dinner but don't know why i'm looking forward to it very much. Maybe it's the feeling of gathering with a group of good friends with similar directions and dreams in life. Guess what was i doing the whole morning? Conferencing with India and US solving server/network issue! Does that bring any meaningful value to me in my life or to people around me by doing that besides generating the month end income? I can't think of much but the fact is i'm still hamstering here. Despise me? arrgh... Dinner dinner dinner! it made my day by thinking bout it now although i'm still so full...not so much about the food but people attending...hehaehhea...and also what movie tonight? secret? ratatouille? disturbia? :) but the rat-a-too-ee is so full that don't think manage to catch up this round :( or maybe a relaxing night j...

在这三个月里，我不允许自己有任何情绪上太大的波动，所以一些近在眼前的挑战我都选择不去面对。一天过一天，开心，悲伤，甜蜜，懊恼。未来是如何呢？是要选择如此继续不顾一切吗？当时的坚定与承诺，我们又要如何一一履行？我还该选择相信吗？这个万难并不容易排除，虽然你曾说过会不顾一切带我走下去。我看，我还是做好本份，开心的过日子吧！你能给的，我接受，不能给的，就找一天甩掉吧！嘻嘻。。。现在，往我的目标冲啊！

《不能說的秘密》 是周董身为导演的电影处女作。。。虽然，还没看到他的戏，不过主打歌已经可以听到了。虽然，曲风有些摇滚，不过，听起来还蛮不错的。当然，歌词又是方文山写的，写得非常生动，微妙。。。特别是：[你說把愛情漸漸放下會走更遠，又何必去改變，你錯過的時間。。。你說把愛漸漸放下會是更遠， 或許命運的籤， 只讓我們遇見 ，只讓我們相戀這一季的秋天。。。] 以上评论是由Lee Botak所写，Unagi所改篇。:) 谢谢Lee Botak今天的介绍。 電影劇情描述高中生葉湘倫（周杰倫飾）出身單親家庭，並且在父親（黃秋生飾）任教的學校就讀。而在父親的耳濡目染下，他熱愛音樂並且琴藝過人。某日，班上來了一位同樣喜愛彈琴的新同學路小雨（桂綸美飾），投緣的兩人形影不離，情感也日漸加溫，然而小雨總是相當神祕，還常彈奏一首未曾問世，但優美動聽的曲子。而每當小倫想多了解小雨一些，她常欲训湍芄，只都推說是秘密。但有一天，在一場誤會發生後，小雨再也沒來上過課，思念小雨又一頭霧水的小倫決心要找出這個《不能說的秘密》。。。 不能說的秘密 作詞：方文山 作曲：周杰倫 冷咖啡離開了杯墊 我忍住的情緒在很後面 拼命想挽回的從前 在我臉上依舊清晰可見 最美的不是下雨天 是曾與你躲過雨的屋簷 回憶的畫面 在盪著鞦韆 夢開始不甜 你說把愛情漸漸放下會走更遠 又何必去改變 你錯過的時間 你用 你的指尖阻止我說再見 想像你在身邊 在完全失去之前 你說把愛漸漸放下會是更遠 或許命運的籤 只讓我們遇見 只讓我們相戀這一季的秋天 飄落後才發現 幸福的碎片 要我怎麼撿

"Fate" There was a movie in which the theme song went like this: "You can say it is a big world, you can say it is a small world. But for the promise of this lifetime, we shall spend our entire lives to fulfil." All of us are in this big grand masquerade, among the throng of people, we seek expectantly... in that electrifying moment when our fingers touch, the masks are removed to reveal our true selves. Before this moment, we were drifting aimlessly, not knowing what we really wanted. Till you meet this particular person, you finally realize what you really want is not what you have wished for in the first place. It amazes you that standing in front of this person is a different you! You without any mask! Fate is not something meant to be forced upon. What is yours will eventually come to your arms; what is not yours will never come to be. In any case, we should not lose heart and give up on our hopes for love that is true, good and beautiful. The value of life, in...

Hello everybody~! haven't been here for quite some time, but noticing that the counter keeps increasing :) thanks to those who spend few seconds to check out this site daily, and sorry to turn you down with no write-ups at all :P But of coz, the number of unagiz site's visitors can't be compared at all to the Top blogger in Msia, like kennysia and Top blogger in PG 5xMom. Didn't know that one can also earn a good $ by blogging, crapping here, writing some 18sx stories, ngam cham'ing. I was told that she's earning around USD4K per month from her blog! Not sure how true is it, but if that's the case, i don't mind spending time grumbling a little more here each day! I was also told that the Top blogger has over 700 ppl viewing his site everyday. Guess what, i was thinking, if i forward my link to all Intelliers in Msia, i don't care if they really spend time reading it or not, but they just have to click ONCE each day, i'll get over 10,000 people pe...

我刚阅读了以下这篇文章，觉得蛮有意义，于是把它完全抄袭了下来。這是一篇很好的文章 – 谁是你的後台朋友？ 你有沒有一個屬於自己的『後台朋友』? 因為社會化深了，所以我们所表現出來的都是想要別人羨慕的一面，不好的都只想沉默或暗自憂傷，夜深人靜時真的需要好好想想，不論是最親密的配偶也好、知心朋友也罷！你有沒有一個屬於自己的『後台朋友』? 莎士比亞說：「人生如舞台。」人生的舞台，有前台，也有後台。前台，是粉墨登場的場所，費盡心思，化好了妝，穿好了衣服，準備好了台詞，端好了架式，調勻了呼吸，一步步踱出去，使出渾身解數；該唱的，唱得五音不亂；該說的，說得字正腔圓；該演的，演得淋漓盡致；於是博得滿堂彩，名利雙收，然後躊躇滿志而回。然而，當他回到後台，脫下戲服，卸下妝彩，露出疲累而飢黃的臉部，後台有沒有一個朋友在等他，和他說一句真心話，道一聲辛苦了，或默默交換一個眼色，這個眼色，也許比前台的滿堂彩要受用。 後台的朋友，是心靈的休息地。在他面前，不必化妝，不必戴假面具，不必穿戲服，不必做表情，不必端架子，可以說真心話，可以說洩氣話，可以說沒出息的話，可以讓他知道你很脆弱、很懦弱、很害怕。每次要走出前台時都很緊張、很厭惡，因為你確知後台朋友只會安慰你，不會恥笑你，不會奚落你。況且，在他面前你早已沒什麼形象可言了，也樂得繼續沒形象下去。人生有一個地方，有一個人，在這人面前，可以不必有出息，可以不必有形象，可以暴露弱點，可以全身都是弱點，這是很大的解放。有此解放，人乃可以在解放一陣子之後，重拾勇氣，重披戲服再次化妝，端起架子，走到前台去扮演該扮演的角色，做一個人模人樣的人物，博得世俗的讚美，獲得功成名就的利益。 話雖如此，後台朋友並非任何人隨處可以找到。親如夫婦，往往還不能成為「休息地」，這可視為人的弱點不堪？可見人無論生死，都很難找到「後台朋友」，因為他太珍貴了。那你呢？有沒有這樣的一位「後台朋友」？如果有，請好好珍惜。用心體會，用愛感動。

Paintball War!!! Yeah, being 2 hours soldier in the world war battle field shooting with all the big guys. It was a great experience in the jungle. I feel so much better this evening after the war from being emotional the whole day for some reason that triggered my mind again :( From aiming, shooting opponents, hitting targets, running, being shot, being commanded to surrender by Tony so near yet so loudly, losing, winning...so much fun! :) I was glad i went, despite with the bruises and bodyaching that i'm experiencing now. ouch~! My head is really growing a "bungalow" now as i kena one hit on my head. By looking at the beautiful big bruise on my thigh, i feel some blood is clogged in a part of my brain now. painful...sob sob...will i go crazy or mind goes haywire? yaya, i wish for that part that got clogged was storing the history for the past months so it won't keep reminding me. Anyway, my 2 leaders were attacking very well that made them conquering our home-base...

命里有时终须有 命里无时莫强求 我只能真心付出 别的 我毕竟不能管那么多

习惯失眠的夜晚　提前打烊的街角 每个离去的身影　都以为是你 记忆在寂寞的夜空　回到了从前 没想到　不够勇敢的我　能学会　一个人生活 你好吗　想说这句话　想看你的脸 我闭上眼　默默地想念 你好吗　想说这句话　唯一的心愿 我闭上眼　却以为你还在身边 是否远方的夜晚　也有相似的街角 有个熟悉的身影　让你想起我 记忆在寂寞的夜空　回到了从前 我相信　坚强勇敢的你　已学会　开心地生活 你好吗　挣扎和思念　都怕你听见 如何遮掩　不舍地留恋 你好吗　说完这句话　放心地走远 我闭上眼　温暖了最初的心愿

Looks like all votes go to perm. Some even give precise comment on how short and how thick should it go, some gives pros and cons. Very professional indeed. Whoever needs image consultant, come to my department or please dial 916-356-XXXX. TC: Perm hair kah sui.. Perm curly..than cut the hair shorter a bit..tok sui liao JL: Yoyoyo wana syio pak lai that loh…ML since your face look older liao then conclusion PERM muhahhahah All agree ?hehhe MW: Uhmm… if at this age wanna look more lady sure is perm liao... Pros: More lady look… more fashionable Cons: Time consume, more maintenance fees, need effort take care else look messy like me... haha Then straight leh... anytime also can … Pros: Look younger lar... Qing Chun lar... More easy to take care Cons: so far no cons... kakaka

有时候，很多事情保持不知真相，会活得更开心。有人向我说过，只要那秘密保存得很好，其余对我好听且善意的谎言，对我而言都只会是一生的事实。只要知道了那秘密后对我没有好处，我宁可继续相信眼前的“事实”。 Sometimes, there are things in life that u don’t want to know the real fact behind to stay happier as long the secret is well kept, til the day we have our last breath in this world. 知道了别人有伤疤, 继续挖掘找出事实的真相，难道那样能够得到满足感吗？ 既然没办法对照个事实或继续保持猜测，那又何必呢？即使找到答案，又如何？没必要解答对与错，是与非。这只会在别人的伤口洒盐，很深很深的伤口。。。没有指责，也没有对错。最错的人也许是在自己吧。这条路是孤独的。

Is 1 Feb a real deadline? :( 百感交集，这一天，内心实在有太多感触了。睡不着，从早上5点，听着歌，写着信，等待着。我好累。。。 background music: 如果·爱

Today after work, supposed to go BL's farewell party but since they were still in Tambun when our shift ended, so i headed back. Guess what? with my extreme low energy and mood, during the way back, i got hold of KL to meet up for drinks. Both us ended up sitting in Flanagan, ordered few shots and glasses of liqour and beer. Surprisingly, the beer tonight isn't bitter as i tried before. Perhaps i'm already bitter than the beer? ummm...i'm not a teetotaller but i seldom drink, especially hardly drink beer. Chit-chat abit...11.30pm, i felt giddy yet i have to drive back which is so far away from this area, my only focus during driving home was to make sure my eyes are opened big enough. After home, i got my red wine :) Thank GOD, i'm safe, back at home now. nitezzz...

想写信给你 写下浓浓的思念 告诉你我有多想你 想打电话给你 轻声诉说 告诉你我有多担心你 想坐在你身旁 轻轻地靠着你 告诉你我有多怀念以前 可是 曲终了 电影散场了 我还有上诉的机会吗？ 有你的地址 却不敢写信 有你的电话号码 却提不起勇气打电话 拥有你的过去 却走不进你的现在 听说 能冲刷一切的 除了眼泪 就是时间 以时间来推移感情 时间越长 就越淡 仿佛不断稀释的茶 可是 有一种感情 就像酒 贮存时间越长 就越醇 我要开始学会独立 开始属于自己的生活 一个 完完全全没有你的生活 然后 发觉自己要学的东西是那么多那么多 依赖是一种幸福 却是一种坏习惯 如今我没有了享受依赖的奢侈 如今我要独立地生活 如今 我把你看作朋友 如今 我只是 会在忽然之间 想起你 想一些事 与 想做一些事 就象现在 忽然想写信给你说说这样长的时间里 我是怎么过的 问问现在的你 究竟是过着怎么样的生活

Looking at the wall clock...another hour and 27 Jan is over soon. This is a year with many many wishes and blessing from many people. One of the most surprising one comes far from Folsom... From: "Simmons, Kelley E" kelley.e.simmons@intel.com To: homl homl7@yahoo.com Sent: Saturday, January 27, 2007 2:03:14 PM Subject: Happy Birthday May Ling Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear May Ling, happy birthday to you :) I tried to get in touch with you today and this evening to say Happy Birthday :) it was so nice to get your cell phone message I tried that but could not get through. I ended up calling Ee Leen to transfer me and still could not get through :( but old reliable email I hope makes it to you hahhahhahahah well Happy Birthday May Ling, you are so sweet. I hope you have a wonderful birthday. I think of you and May Yuen a lot, when you got me that cake on my last birthday, that was such a surprise to me, so nice and unexpected :) I will be goin...

It's a flying season? buddy just flew to HK, morrie just flew to Cambodia, bosses just flew to Arizona, Poipoi just flew to Folsom, Fred just flew into Penang, ST is flying to Folsom, Tony is flying to Bangkok, Leong koko is on his way flying to Seoul, and buddy is again flying to Italy...just like what Air Asia says, "Now everyone can fly"! not finish yet, with the free 1Million seats, Michael is flying to Bangkok, MW also flying to Bangkok, Andy flying to Phuket...etc etc....wow! and me? sure fly this year too! "That's crazy! how does Air Asia make money while they are giving free seats away?" come to think about it...they could have earned like crazy from so many sources. Let me try to analyse abit but correct me if i'm wrong. I just go by my blind imagination on where could their profits come from. Well, just like someone has already mentioned and calculated so precisely, they can even earn millions by just selling coke/pepsi in the plane in a year. ...

冰箱结霜 咖啡滚烫 煮不好 最简单的早餐 我的生活 是一团混乱 维持单身 感觉茫然 喜不喜欢 习不习惯 我总是 说不出个答案 一个人来 又一个人往 怎么让他 流连忘返 我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写 满渴望 我可以大哭一场 房间还是 空空荡荡 我绝对不逞强 该属于我任 其自然 可是我也要安全感 在某个 适当程度的主张 纵然是了解眼光 也是温暖 每个早上 都想赖床 没有梦 是最让人沮丧 我的眼睛 盯着天花板 也跑不出 任何对象

Doraemon has been many children's dream anime character. Oh wrong, not only children. Adults too~! We came to this topic "Xiao Ding Dang" among colleagues the other day and found out that everyone likes him sooooo much! Some really know the history & stories bout it, some even keep the toy collections far from Japan, impressive! We've been arguing over the stories, u know, it is so much fun! We were like back to the childhood memories...we even thought of a good idea --> to come up with Quiz on these childhood heroes, e.g. Doraemon, Thundercat, Baja Hitam, Carebears, Speedy Gonzales, The Smurfs, Transformers, He-man & etc. Doraemon (ドラえもん, Doraemon) is a Japanese manga series created by Fujiko F. Fujio which later became an anime series and Asian franchise. The series is about a robotic cat named Doraemon, who travels back in time from the 22nd century to aid a schoolboy, Nobita Nobi. Who can answer all? :) 1. Do you know why Doraemon travelled back in time...

Happy New Year to All~!